Emptyproxy on DeviantArthttps://www.deviantart.com/emptyproxy/art/The-hand-looks-nice-so-I-won-t-delete-this-vent-657285166Emptyproxy

Deviation Actions

Emptyproxy's avatar

The hand looks nice, so I won't delete this vent

By
Published:
101 Views

Description

Having another one of those days where I think everything I've ever drawn sucks and thinking that I'll never get better, never do anything of value yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Ironically even though I'm still in that mindset, that hand looks okay.
Wait no, I just looked at it more, yeah it sucks.

Mhm, good job me. You almost did something right. Now go fix THE REST OF YOUR LIFE YOU DROP OUT-

I may still be beating myself up over that.

I'll go work on commissions like a good lil girl.

EDIT: I feel like I should clarify that the marks on Vichi's neck are NOT from Self harm or anything of the sort. It's just how I mark that his neck is black in my sketches. 

Vichi belongs to me.
Image size
700x500px 90.81 KB
© 2017 - 2024 Emptyproxy
Comments2
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
CourtofLions's avatar
I'm not sure whether or not my compliments will make you feel better, but I'm gonna tell you the truth anyhow. I've ALWAYS really admired your art and your art style since I saw that drawing of Alucard and the first drawing of Corruption. Hell, you're the one who inspired me to start trying to draw humans! You've come a really, really long way, and you'll never stop improving as long as you keep practicing. You don't have 336 watchers for nothing! 

As for the college thing, you don't have to go off to college right after high school. College will always be there when you're ready to go back, or if you decide college isn't for you, then that's perfectly fine too. Plenty of successful people, including artists, didn't get a college education. I wouldn't beat yourself up over that at all, and you had a good reason to take a break from that education. Your emotional and mental health is very important, a break from the stress that education can bring can be beneficial.